rubilykskoye 𝓲𝓷𝓫𝓸𝔁 📬

[oomfies]

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[oomfies]

[ They still do 'breaks' even in the ye olde times?! She winces to herself. ]

yeahhhh that's bad
def a break up..

u okay?

[ludomania]

I've been better.

[ in so many ways. ]

But I'll get over it. What have you been up to?

[oomfies]

[ ..What has she been doing? Lamenting about her life, occasionally getting her back blown out when she isn't spiraling, working. Staying up late?? Eventually, she settles on: ]

nothing!
i don't know
having a crisis

[ludomania]

Why? What's wrong?

Do you miss home?

[oomfies]

im gonna be ONE year closer to THIRTY!!!

[ludomania]

[ haha what! ]

It's your birthday?

[oomfies]

UGH no
it's in like a week or whatever

far but still close enough for me to think abt all my life decisions etc

[ludomania]

Yeah, I've been thinking something along those lines myself lately.

But I'm well over thirty, so I don't know if it counts.

[oomfies]

is it bc of the whole when ur older you're supposed to be 'wiser' and 'have your shit together' thing?

[ludomania]

Not really, I guess there's just some things I regret.

You shouldn't worry though. I'm sure a girl like yourself won't have a problem finding a husband.

[ he means well. back at home girls marry young, but that doesn't mean Lottie should. he's so open-minded, you see. ]

FELIPE!!!!!!!

[oomfies]

[ ...Just when she thought she might be relating to him!! He goes and says that!! Lottie's eyes instantly narrow, knowing he probably means this well but she does not like thinking about her value being in her age (she already does that enough by herself). ]

wow
thanks
because i'm definitely looking for a husband here
and not a career or making a name for myself

[ludomania]

[ his bad. truly. but there's nothing a bit of flirting can't fix, right. ]

Hey, I would marry you myself if that was my thing.

[oomfies]

sorry dude but i think i'm too hot to be your wife 🤷

[ludomania]

[ well, now it's on. ]

You know, you're probably right.

Would you ever marry? Anyone?

[oomfies]

[ What a loaded question. Especially when, in the past, she had a friend cry to her about her dream of having a double wedding with Lottie and her ex— because they had been together for so long at that point marriage was inevitable, right?

(Especially when Lottie really, really, likes the idea of being married despite how icky it is.) ]

maybe
it depends

i'd have to know they're like the one

[ludomania]

The love of your life?

[oomfies]

lol the loml

do u really think those exist?

[ludomania]

Yeah. I know it for sure.

[ he's had bad luck in the past and he's been hurt, but he thinks he's found it now. unfortunately, she was too close for him to see and he didn't realize his feelings until it was too late. ]

I've felt it.

[oomfies]

[ Lottie is envious— which isn't new, jealousy is her natural state of being— that he's managed to find something resembling that. She's envious in the way someone who thinks it couldn't happen for her, would be.

And sure, he could be lying, but it'd be a stupid thing to fib over. The love of his life. ]

then don't go saying ur gonna marry random hotties!!

[ludomania]

In my defense, I don't know if I'll ever see her again.

1/2

[oomfies]

i mean

[ Same? ]

yeah

okay

that's fair

[oomfies]

well if u ever wanna practice a proposal for your girl
i'll give you one week until i get bored

it'll give you a good place to start lol

[ludomania]

Thanks, Lottie.

I'll try not to fall for you while we test it out.

[oomfies]

this isn't a romcom lmaooo

you'll be fine

[ludomania]

Yeah? And what's that?