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𝙩𝙞𝙩𝙡𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙙 📚 mark

[oomfies]

[ from here! ]

[ A beat. ]

have you googled yourself before??

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I

yeah

I know I shouldn't but sometimes I get curious and so much of it is bad so I vow to stop doing it but then I get curious again

It's not great.

[oomfies]

when i had an intern one of my rules was: stop me from namesearching at ALL times

cuz i get like that too

like i WANNA know what the public thinks!!

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Right? It's so tempting

But then the bad sticks out more than the good and it just feels like not a good idea

But the internet is right there so it's hard not to

[oomfies]

idk

the good when you come across it feels prettyyyyy good...

maybe not 100% worth all the bad stuff but like
c'mon

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... I do like the good

Maybe you were on to something with the intern. Like if they filtered everything for you

But wouldn't that go to your head if you only saw the good? Is it good to actually see some of the bad even if it makes you feel worse? idk

[oomfies]

[ Isn't that the point of googling yourself? Look for the good to make yourself feel better?? Mark is so weird.. ]

i'm a brand.
i NEED the good!

on a personal level, ig, some of the haters do keep me grounded..
but also seeing slander about me on twitter isn't gonna do anything for me, yk?

like what would you do if you saw someone say your costume is stupid??

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I'd ignore them because my costume isn't stupid
It isn't stupid right? Should I be worrying about that??

But yeah that's what I mean, staying grounded. That's a good thing right? Not seeing people hate you but just keeping yourself, idk, chill?

Mostly I'm worried about people blaming me for others dying but that's pretty me-specific. I still dk what to do with that tho.

[oomfies]

i mean.... i think your hair looks cute?
idk there's a reason why i'm on ig and not like, in the sky

[ Mainly because, uh, she doesn't have any superpowers... But her point is her opinion shouldn't matter!! ]

staying grounded is like #humble.. being hated on is NOT gonna get you there
it's just gonna make you sad and gross. trust me!!

also yikes.. yeah i'd def be worrying about that :(
don't you save more people though??
doesn't that like, cosmically even out?

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Oh good
No, thank you, this is good

[ her opinion on fashion matters quite a bit actually! as long as his hair looks cute then he's good. ]

Really? I guess it's better to have someone filter your search results for you then... Do not need to feel sad and gross
also I'm sorry you've been there (I assume? since you said to trust you)

I don't think there's really a scale or anything, I just do my best
But some people are going to be mad at me anyway. And I guess I just live with that. Can't do a whole lot else

[oomfies]

[ A loong beat, because, what? 'This is good'? Does he value her, opinion?? And.. Assuming (correctly) that she went through a horrific internet hate campaign?! ]

...................

[ Too early in the evening to be read to filth like this.... ]

sorry we'll circle back to the dead ppl stuff
but like

wdym
why are you thanking me

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[ ... did he say something wrong... ]

You said my hair looks cute?
Like I had some input on my costume. It's kind of my brand, I guess? So if it's a good one then like that's good, right?

I didn't misread anything right

[oomfies]

[ That's right, that word.. Input. Good. And design. It's not particularly something she hears often from her crowd unless it's only for pleasantries — and it's not like she's a graphic design genius, either. A lot of her shirts typically have just a photo of herself on it. ]

noo, no you didn't..

idk it's just kinda interesting
real recognize real obviously etc., etc.

but yeah it is good

it adds like a youthful flair

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Real recognize real!
Okay good

[ because obviously Lottie is more successful at this?? it's kind of like, her thing? deferring to the expert here. ]

I wanted it to be iconic so
as long as it's that then I'm doing great

Especially if it's youthful!
Thanks again

[oomfies]

oh, you don't have to thank me 😌

[ But. You know.. Keep the 'thank you' train up!! She is Now Living For It. ]

i will say choosing that palette...
yellow and blue

smarrrrrrt!! nobody EVER uses those colors

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Thank you!!

[ wait she just said he didn't have to thank her. shit. he already hit send though. okay just carrying on then, ]

It really stands out huh?
Kind of like your hair

[oomfies]

duh

that's why i dyed it green in the first place!!

what influencer out there has green hair other than me? NONE
✨ iconic branding secured ✨

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I didn't think about it before but that makes so much sense

It's really nice too!

✨ iconic branding secured ✨
See you're like, an expert at this

[oomfies]

ME?? 😌😌😌 an expert?

i'm just a #humble blogger!

(with four or five shirts of my face in my room lol)

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It makes sense for experts to have their own merch! That's how you know what works

It's like a business expense right?

So you know what you're doing! That definitely makes you an expert

[oomfies]

FYI: you can mark down ANYTHING as a business expense so long as you get it on camera

[ But that is neither here nor there!! ..Also— ]

wait

how did you not know i have merch

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Oh I end up on camera a lot... I'll have to talk to Eve about this. That's awesome

[ ... ]

I haven't seen it in comic book shops so
that's probably why

[oomfies]

[ #betrayal ]

you haven't googled me before???

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[ ... why does this feel like a trap. time to keep being earnestly honest ]

Maybe once like, a while ago. When I realized you were someone google...able

In my defense I don't usually google anyone though

[oomfies]

[ Wow.. Way to make her feel weird that she googles everyone she remotely suspects is famous!! How else is she supposed to keep her google doc of competition fresh and accurate? ]

ohh yeah!! nooooo me too

sorry lol i just would've thought by now like
you would've known